The House of Blessings

Life Sucks!

I saw a kid with that on his tee shirt today! Hummmm ?

What could possible suck {I hate that word…it is just so crass} for a 10 old? I don’t know that little guy, maybe his life is a mess?  
Or am I just old, and this is just a replacing for say... "phat, hip, rad"? {yup, I'm old!}

 I would be a liar if all I ever posted was perfectly plumped pillows and straight slipcovers.


Life is messy.


And sometime unfair, and people are mean. And my feelings get hurt, my heart gets broken. I have at times felt parlayed by fear and heavy burdened.

 I struggle with finding who I am to ALL these people in my life. I am a peace maker, a band aid passer-outer~ if you will. And that gets really old sometimes. Really people! You are not 3 nor are you my children!


I am not super mom {I have to admit… that might be the hardest confession of them all}.


I don’t always look for the best in people in a effort to maybe raise myself up ? {OUCH}

So, what’s the purpose behind this tirade this morning?


Just a little self reflection I guess? Maybe a personal perspective for how I am so NOT where I need to be in Christ.

This week I have been HIT with lots of MESS. A dear friends terminal diagnose, anothers lifestyle choice that has me bewildered, my own medical / health questions.
I don't have resolution for any of these...but, I have faith in the God that does.....